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[Nov. 23rd, 2007|11:21 pm] |
entry # 00320
minus a few choice people, everyone is always a let down in one way or another. friends will always come and go, no matter how close you think you are; and that's one of the worst feelings. like the great dashboard song states, "keep your mouth shut, keep your guard up." i need a vacation with those few that i love. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2007|08:48 pm] |
entry # 00315
These pictures are the reason why I will end up marrying a rich white guy. They also don't do justice on how big, amazing, and well decorated these houses actually are in person. Enjoy!!
( PARADE OF HOMES! ) |
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[Jun. 25th, 2007|02:04 am] |
entry # 00312
if there's one thing i've learned from one particular person, it's that drama and rumors don't mean shit. i've learned that i live my life the way i want to live it and if people get mad or can't understand some things that i do or have done, why bother trying to explain it, because in a year and all the rest of your life to come, none of this is going to even matter. it sucks putting so much trust into someone and having it all turn back around on you, but that's life for you. if people honestly have no lives that they need to talk about mine, feel free. but maybe learn the truth first.
i have decided that i am going to spend an entire summer in california to see how i like it. and if i do, once i'm done with college i will be moved out there. starting my life over with totally new people seems scary, but at the same time amazing.
august 27th (ish), california here i come! |
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[Apr. 1st, 2007|01:39 pm] |
entry # 00305
finally, here are pictures from my california trip.
( california ) |
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[Mar. 7th, 2007|05:29 pm] |
entry # 00299
this is my last weekend in colorado. by next saturday morning, i'll finally be in california. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2006|12:29 am] |
entry # 00283
it's funny how one fucked up thing that happened in your childhood
effects your entire life. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2006|09:31 am] |
entry # 00269
i'm helping jill start up her livejournal. so if you live in colorado and know her,
add her :)
longleggedsally |
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[Oct. 26th, 2006|02:09 am] |
entry # 00266
yay. jill and i are getting into both chiodos shows
nov 10th and 11th
guestlist what what niggas
and we're having a sleepover/burning cds party right now
ahaha
BLAH BLAH BLAH
( yeah ) |
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[Oct. 16th, 2006|11:18 pm] |
entry # 00263
omgomgomg
new found glory tomorrow night!!! |
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[Aug. 20th, 2006|10:11 am] |
entry # 00248
i'm starting to miss you. i don't know why, but i do. hit the lights isn't the same without you, nothing is really. i'm just glad our last night together was nice, sitting on my roof all night talking and smoking ciggys, telling eachother things we've never known. i still don't know why you did what you did, but now i know for sure that nothing will ever be the same, i just hope you're doing alright.
snakes on a plane is the best movie ever. everyone should go see it, it's definitely worth the $8.50. funniest movie ever.
school starts tomorrow :(
to everyone who was a part of my summer, thank you, for making it the best summer i've ever had. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2006|01:28 pm] |
entry # 00246
laguna beach season three starts tonight :) |
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[Jul. 18th, 2006|12:07 am] |
entry # 00235
tomorrow i am hanging out with cameron. three years ago, i fell in love with him and through every boy i've dated since him, i have never let someone hurt me anymore as bad as he did the day he broke up with me. for so long i never thought i'd ever be able to get over him. i'd go to all his shows still just to see him; we wouldn't even talk. any chance i got to see him, i'd be there. sad to think about, but i couldn't let go. any song i heard, there would be something that would relate about us. with him, i literally felt my heart breaking everytime i thought about him and what used to be. i don't even remember how long it took for me to get over him, but i guess it just happened and i did. this situation makes me realize that no matter how shitty things may be at the time or situations you think you will never be able to get over and let go, you can and will. after all that fighting that comes along after a break-up, things settle down and you're both over it. you both can be friends again. cameron and i have been neutral for so long now but it's not like we ever see eachother. and for me, until about a year ago, every relationship he'd be in i'd still be jealous and hate every girl that he was with. i've always thought of him as just..mine. and even until this day, i know the only person i've ever been in love with, although i've said it, was only cam. he will always have the biggest part of my heart and no matter what, there will always be those feelings i have for him that will never go away. ever. would i ever get back with him? no. but lately, talking to him and catching up, and tomorrow, finally hanging out with him, will be amazing. tomorrow AT 4 :) hehe.
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[Jun. 19th, 2006|01:57 pm] |
entry # 00224
myspace brings the world together :)
lena and emily were in town for five days from north carolina.
i love them. it's sad when you realize that some people that you could see being your best friends don't even live anywhere near you.
i wish they lived here. we had fun.
and i just got back from dropping them off at the airport :(
( we r00l ) |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|01:59 pm] |
entry # 00218
here's a thanks for a summer I will always rememberrr |
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[Jun. 4th, 2006|09:41 pm] |
entry # 00217
i'm back from vegas
i had a lot fun
just the little things i'll remember
..like going to floor three on our hotel to smoke
riding the busses and talking to random people throughout the night
seeing a different city and exploring new things
black feet everyday from flip flops
picture taking
amanda
police
sparks
porn cards from horny mexicans
and new things in general..
but i'm glad i'm back because i missed some people a lot
and my weekend has been sweet.
( vegas and california ) |
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[May. 27th, 2006|08:45 am] |
entry # 00216
i am leaving for vegas in three hours. i'm fucking tired still.
and i'll be back next saturday june 3rd :)
..these past three nights have been pretty really sweet. |
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[May. 14th, 2006|04:06 pm] |
entry # 00209
so there are five days left of high school. it's seems so weird that i'm actually going to be out for good. it definitely does not feel like that. it just feels like every other year where i've had my summer, then gone back. but this year, everything changes.
( ohh highschool. . ) |
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